(The Despair of Those Who Are Being Summoned 3)
to another world.
each other and decided to knock on the door to Ryouma’s room.
tray filled with breakfast that they had ordered from the innkeeper.
last night, having ignored their invitation to have dinner as well as the snacks
they had brought last night. The only responds they had gotten from him, was
the faint sound of pages being turned that could be heard from inside his room.
faces, they had been worried about Ryouma, who seemingly was checking the book,
as if possessed by something.
harder this time.
disturb what Ryouma has been doing; however, they could not leave Ryouma in his
room, when he hadn’t had anything to eat since last night’s dinner, nor had
gotten anything to drink.
him, only the sounds of pages being turned could faintly be heard.
they placed the tray that they held in their hands, on the floor and turned their body toward the
for years, easily blew the door off.
entering from the window, the room still remained entirely dark.
reacted when he sisters forced the door open, he just stared at the desk in
book over and over again, the tip of the pages ended up looking worn out, and
some part of the pages were wet due to sweat dripping on them.
the desk and the floor, on each of them were names written in small letters in
order to have as much space to write on.
names he remembered down, in order to check if they were listed in the book or
see more than a dozen of papers scattered around the room.
paper to Sara.
names with horizontal lines crosses over each of them.
names written on were identically the same.
Gods he could remember and checked whether it was written in the book or not, and
then crossed them out if the name existed in the book.
was crossed out, he repeated the whole thing, in case there was a mistake, or
he missed one of the names.
exist… He repeated his works again and again.
clearly by the sisters.
return… I can’t return…”
Ryouma’s mouth gradually grew stronger.
atmosphere turned gloom.
room, they felt something uncomfortable.
Ryouma is someone powerful, calm, ruthless, but also kind.
now, was fragile and unstable.
The two sisters immediately embraced Ryouma’s head between their chest.
We’re both here. We will always by your side…”
and heavy air that drifted inside the room was gone. A calm breathing from a
sleeping person, came from Ryouma that was between the sister’s chest’s.
carry that side.”
exceeding 100 kg, the two sisters somehow managed to lay Ryouma on the bed.
the broken door.
wake up until evening due to the fatigue from the all-nighter. We should talk
to the innkeeper about the door and pay extra money…”
matter… Ryouma-sama saved us. That’s why we belong to Ryouma-sama. We should devote
ourselves to Ryouma-sama.”
conversation, they turned their gaze toward their master who has been sleeping
on the bed.
it could freeze ones heart.
room examining the book.)
consciousness becomes clear.
could be heard.
after all. Something like spoken words is insignificant.”
I am talking as it makes more sense to you.”
to you, an existence that understands you the most.”
just this much… One day, you will reach the answer yourself.”
asked Ryouma a question.
his strongest wish.
to see, Asuka, Grandfather, and my classmates… I want to go back to my
Did you not confirm it yourself?”
to that life once again?)
possibility itself is not 0. However, are you prepared to pay a great
sacrifice? There’s no other method other than clinging to your own luck. You
should have understood this… Later, will you have the resolution to make a
great sacrifice? Or will you end up giving up?”
everything already… It’s just that you don’t want to admit the
can even destroy this world. Forced into this world, to this world to fight for
them. All of this, whose fault do you think it is?”
people in that empire’s fault…)
the problem! The world is at fault. This twisted world which is filled with
sacrifices made by the people from your world.”
established with the premise of taking away! Kill… Violate… Taking and
robbing what one would want. You have the right to do that!”
head toward the voice, another voice resounded within the darkness.
both here. We will always by your side”
It was a warm, soft and comforting voice.
consciousness and disappeared from the world of darkness.
freeing me huh?… Well, that’s fine. Sooner or later, even if you don’t want
to, you will have to choose. Either to be accompanied by me or be swallowed by
me… No matter what it’s your choice to decide, after all… I’m
gone, only the cold robotic voice could be heard.